Happy Death Day,  My Love

It’s been years
Almost a decade
Time has flown
Time has crawled
A distant memory
A consuming nightmare
Just another day
Why is my heart racing
Hump Day
Your still face
So cold
Frozen in time
My perfect prince
My Lord
My handsome man
Ambulance lights
A jump of adrenaline
It’s been years
And no time at all
Why don’t you visit?
In my dreams?
You always come to tell me you’re leaving again
It hurts
I hurt
We were supposed to grow old together
But you remain forever young
Beautiful
Never withered
Eternal
An angel
A vampire
My perfect man
Come back from time to time
Tell me hello
Tell me you’re okay
Tell me how it is to travel the stars
Or are you waiting?
Waiting for me in the aether of the universe?
Jumping through levels of existence
Like your video games
I miss you, darling
Miss your kisses
Your smiles
Your silly dances
Your naked bum 😉
I miss you
Do you miss me?
Happy Death Day, my love.